Texting me to get answers.. when it’s only been a week since we started school. Are you out of mind? not even my friend and already trying to use me LOLLLLLL. i didnt read 60 pages and wrote down four pages and a half to give them out. it’s not cuz i’m like 3 years younger than you that i’m dumb bitch.
I’m so amazed by my Health Psychology teacher. She looks amazing for her age. She’s probably in the 40s.. and she is FUCKING smart. She sounds smart as hell,it’s insane. my jaw dropped on the floor so many times ahahah I would want to be someone this amazing later in my life! I’d like to get a doctorate just because it sounds nice and it brings in so much knowledge, but HEY! she said she spent 14 years in university without the years she was in intership or whatevs. CRAZZZZYYYYYYY. she also told us she knows someone who started in 1997 and finished in 2010 (yup only the doctorate..) LOL. this is all but encouraging. nvm fuck the doctorate. ahahahahaah I just love when teachers talk about their studies and sound smart. there’s something i admire in it, something like wow you did all of that!! i would never imagine myself going through so much.. we’ll see.
you were happy because your Sociology teacher remembered you right away, but tells you at the end of class: I remember you never came to class right? HAHAAHHA
She also remembered I had amazing grades despite that. oufff
Isn’t it the most perfect wedding dress?
and I’m officially trying to gain 10 pounds. Lost some weight over the past year because I just don’t eat when I am not feeling good..and it happens pretty often. My mood doesn’t help, but so does my fast metabolism and my exercise habits. It’d be so much easier if I didn’t do shit, but I’d rather die hahaahahahahahaahahaha. Bought some proteins at Marches Tau because I’m scared of artificial stuff. It’s like organic, biologic, vegan, natural and everything..health freak much yeah! Gonna get some Luna or Clif bars at Costco soon and I’ll try to stick to three meals a day. I find it so hard to eat right when I’m overwhelmed with school. Maybe it’s the stress, maybe the lazyness idk. Talking about school…I don’t even feel like going tomorrow. grrr.
It’s annoying how I tell myself don’t, but I still do.
We’ll finally start with hot yoga. I just hope I wont collapse and fall hahaha
I am reading this book called Before I Go To Sleep by S.J Watson. Up to where I am, it is breathtaking. This book is eye opening. It reminds me that I should enjoy every moment of my life. The principal character completely lost her memory, because of a car accident and it is destroying her entire life. I am terrified of memory loss… More terrified then anything else I think. I really saw how bad it can go, because my grandma had alzheimer and I swear I think it is one of my biggest fear. It is sad and must be scary to wake up every morning not knowing who you are, who you are with, where you are and what you’ve missed because of your condition. It is also very mysterious. The character never knows who to trust, because she can’t even trust her own memory. It’s been forever since I read a book that is not school related hahaha
I feel like no matter how hard you work and how good you can be, nothing will equalize how much money someone owns. In this world where money rules everything, people tend to forget what happiness is truly based on. People tend to associate happiness with materialistic goods. No jewellery, no shoes, no cars will ever make you as happy as people who surrounds you. I really have to remind myself of this everyday and make sure that money will never drive me away from what I truly want. It is proven that it isn’t a predictor to happiness, so I should have nothing to worry about…
This is exactly how I feel right now.
