Today’s January 15th…

and I’m officially trying to gain 10 pounds. Lost some weight over the past year because I just don’t eat when I am not feeling good..and it happens pretty often. My mood doesn’t help, but so does my fast metabolism and my exercise habits. It’d be so much easier if I didn’t do shit, but I’d rather die hahaahahahahahaahahaha. Bought some proteins at Marches Tau because I’m scared of artificial stuff. It’s like organic, biologic, vegan, natural and everything..health freak much yeah! Gonna get some Luna or Clif bars at Costco soon and I’ll try to stick to three meals a day. I find it so hard to eat right when I’m overwhelmed with school. Maybe it’s the stress, maybe the lazyness idk. Talking about school…I don’t even feel like going tomorrow. grrr.